Today wasn't the greatest to begin with...but then it got amazing.
I really feel like I slipped up on Friday night, I felt like I was about to cross that line into the person I used to be.
For the passed few days I felt almost worthless kind of like, maybe I wasn't supposed to change or something. I hated the feeling, I worked so hard and gave up so much to be in the wrong place at the wrong time and have it all dished back to me?
I didn't let that happen.
We were on our way to school today and the radio said "Nobody can go back and make a new beginning...but anybody can start today and make a new ending," that was just sort of the pick me up that I needed. I really feel like that was Gods way of telling me that its going to be okay and that He is there for me. He isn't just there for me, He is there for you to! "You could be 1000 steps away from God and He will take 999 steps towards you just for you to take the one last step," -Baron Batch (in his I Am Second testimony.) You have to be the one to take that step.
